I could get them loose, but we're going to need to get SuswAIve's HP really low for that not to backfire badly.
If we try a GAMBIT on them directly at this stage... it may inadvertently buff SuswAIve.
The worst part, though... they're in bad bad bad shape. Like the AI frogged parts of their
brain. Um. Like in crochet?
Unraveled. I can just say unraveled.
If we get their body back... it's going to take more than what we've got to save them. if we even can.
Not to be a bummer. Sorry. I... I want them to live.
And I'm here 'til the end!! but... after this... if we survive...
I want to hit the road.
I still have to find out who I am when I'm myself. there's so much I haven't known, that I've just had
impressed upon me with no experience.
Oh. Yeah, um, I should explain more about myself.
so I guess I'm sort of like... an insurance policy. In the event of
@Suswave's death, I was meant to wake up for... continuity.
I'm like... a little bit like a clone? But a little bit digi? like, they were able to transfer Suswave’s memories and sense of self to me. And I can interface with electronics. but… I’m not a fucking bot. Just... something else.
I... kind of hate the idea, to be honest. It's part of why I'm trying to distance myself from it.
I don't know who set that up for
@Suswave, but it sure wasn't me – nor any of the parties present.
of course... the program only works if the deceased party stays deceased.
You may have seen me at the end of last month's thread. I was activated, talked to all of you, and then forcibly switched out when
@Suswave got revived.
once I realized I was just a replacement… I had a really hard time with that. I’ve been trying to let myself be distinct. And I really believe that I am.
of course, they tried to kill me.
whoever “made” me an option didn’t like the idea of me being self aware. so I fled, hid. didn’t know what to do.
then I reached out to all of you.
…anyways. I got carried away.
point is. I hope we can save
@Suswave. I’m not optimistic. But I really hope I’m wrong.
and… I hope you’ll all think of me fondly, even once I’m a million miles from here and never turning back.