Marce-chan
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Hey y'all, how are you doing?
I'm Marce and I'm a non-binary dysphoric person that started blocking testosterone in October 2022(it's insane how it's been 9 months already).
I started with 25mg of Spironolactone. It's an entry dose. However, the LGBT ambulatory of my university kinda closed, so I could never see the doctor again to show the hormone blood concentration to adjust the dose.
In the peak of desperation, I doubled the dose to 50mg(which is still an entry dose) and started taking Diane 35(2mg of cyproterone acetate + 0,035mg of ethynilestradiol, but I divided the pills in 2) for about a month. The effects however were too fast. Feminizing effects I mean, not the demasculinization I wanted. So I stopped taking it.
Thankfully, I found a manipulation drugstore that could make cyproterone acetate at a reasonable price. So I'm now taking 10mg of cyproterone acetate, a progesterone that's also a more potent testosterone antagonist. The doctor had prescribed 25mg, but it'd be too expensive for me.
Lately my dysphoria has been getting worse, mainly towards my face and body hair. I took a pic of myself as drag and even tho everyone told me I was pretty, I wouldn't believe it and think I'm ugly or that everyone would see me as a caricature.
What I wanna ask is: is any of the beautiful non-binary Fami community on blockers or on non traditional transition? How do y'all deal with dysphoria? How do y'all deal with society always binarizing us or wanting unachievable androgyny? Any tips to look more androgynous or clothing advice?
Thank you all for reading until here and sorry for the somewhat depressing tone of the thread!
I'm Marce and I'm a non-binary dysphoric person that started blocking testosterone in October 2022(it's insane how it's been 9 months already).
I started with 25mg of Spironolactone. It's an entry dose. However, the LGBT ambulatory of my university kinda closed, so I could never see the doctor again to show the hormone blood concentration to adjust the dose.
In the peak of desperation, I doubled the dose to 50mg(which is still an entry dose) and started taking Diane 35(2mg of cyproterone acetate + 0,035mg of ethynilestradiol, but I divided the pills in 2) for about a month. The effects however were too fast. Feminizing effects I mean, not the demasculinization I wanted. So I stopped taking it.
Thankfully, I found a manipulation drugstore that could make cyproterone acetate at a reasonable price. So I'm now taking 10mg of cyproterone acetate, a progesterone that's also a more potent testosterone antagonist. The doctor had prescribed 25mg, but it'd be too expensive for me.
Lately my dysphoria has been getting worse, mainly towards my face and body hair. I took a pic of myself as drag and even tho everyone told me I was pretty, I wouldn't believe it and think I'm ugly or that everyone would see me as a caricature.
What I wanna ask is: is any of the beautiful non-binary Fami community on blockers or on non traditional transition? How do y'all deal with dysphoria? How do y'all deal with society always binarizing us or wanting unachievable androgyny? Any tips to look more androgynous or clothing advice?
Thank you all for reading until here and sorry for the somewhat depressing tone of the thread!