Heron
The BABY
Absolutely nothing has changed in my life since 2017. Same house, same low-paying job, even the same damn office desk. Same hobbies. Only change is that my social group has grown much smaller as people have moved away, which is a serious negative. But my average day is literally the exact same now as it was in 2017.
Really hard not to look back at the last 6 years and think I've wasted them, feels like I'm stuck in a holding pattern. I need a change.
The toughest part was going through all the Covid lockdowns as a single person, and then beginning to realize that I'll probably never have a long-term relationship or children, which were always two of the major goals of my life. If it hasn't happened by 40, it's probably not happening.
Really hard not to look back at the last 6 years and think I've wasted them, feels like I'm stuck in a holding pattern. I need a change.
The toughest part was going through all the Covid lockdowns as a single person, and then beginning to realize that I'll probably never have a long-term relationship or children, which were always two of the major goals of my life. If it hasn't happened by 40, it's probably not happening.